All right, so this is going to be probably the most serious question I ask.

I'm curious if you guys are willing or able to share something vulnerable with the

audience about you that maybe the audience wouldn't know.

My honest answer is a s-ser for a thing, that's

the shit.

Oh my gosh, don't you weren't gonna do that, Randy?

Oh, stop it.

I totally.

It's just that you asked a question like that,

and it's like, that's the first thing that comes in my mind

and how do I top that? Like, how do I come up? You don't have to say the first thing that comes in my mind and how do I top that?

Well, you don't have to say the first thing to come to your mind. No, but it's like what else is there?

Actually, I'm ready to answer.

It might seem crazy what I'm about to say.

The question of, are you happier now?

Because I do hear a lot of ex-M Mormons say they're so much happier now after they've left the church.

And part of it is that I have inherited from my mother, you know a pretty high

anxiety level.

With the air, like I don't care, baby, by the way. level. since I've left the church and you know I can't honestly say that I'm happier.

So that's that's kind of my confession. I'm not going to be one of those people that

one of those ex- Mormons of trumpets how much happier I am now than I was before

because I don't know if I am.

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