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What a fucking roller coaster. This thing we call life But damn it if you take your hands off that bar

It's quite a fucking ride.

Those ups and downs, and I'll tell you something, those downs

is when you downs sounds so wrong. That sounds so wrong. That sounds like somebody who is an asshole referring to some...

Well you know who they'd be referring to.

What's wrong with me?

The downs in life everybody.

You learn so much.

Let me tell you what I learned.

First of all, what I learned is that you

people who listen to this podcast, hey we're on the same team.

Last week's podcast, if anything, the one about Rocky showed me that, um, you, you... that you I don't know how I was so touched by the outpour of just love and good thoughts.

I, especially after the podcast.

I, you know, I contemplated putting that last podcast out because it was just so raw.

But I learned a lot, man you know I think I've always been pretty open with you guys

About everything. I'm not sure you know there are a only handful of people that ever seen heard me cry before you know but I went back and

listen to that podcast and I'm not gonna lie to you know, I forgot how much losing a dog hurts and you know I, I, I, uh,

even this week, you know, there was a yesterday just I went to open the closet door where his leash is and you know you used to have to open it really softly so he couldn't hear it

because if he heard you open the door he would he knew the leash was in there he thought we were going out for a walk.

So yesterday I caught myself just out of habit opening the door real slowly and you know there

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