Pornography today is a plague like we have never seen.

It's breaking apart families, it's destroying lives. I knew deep within my heart.

I've got a problem.

I knew deep within my heart. I've got a problem.

I knew something was wrong.

It came out at one time that it was an addiction to pornography.

And I actually went to my wife. it was an addiction to pornography.

And I actually went to my wife to talk to her about it and let her know that I am struggling and I want help.

I made up my mind that I was going to do whatever I needed to.

Our Bishop was a great support to me but also to Troy.

We finally went to a counselor and everything was laid on the table before me.

I was ready to talk to begin the full disclosure of my addiction in all of its details.

It was hard.

Everything came out, all of the choices and decisions that he had made that came with his addiction and I took it very personal.

At that particular point in time I was already on my road to recovery.

It put her right at the beginning. The devastation and the pain was at a place where we either had to fix it or I had to walk away.

Call me pathetic, call me what you will.

My mother says to get a job,

but she don't like the one she's got

when masturbation's lost it's fun you're fucking

the one.

But my life and friend close my life, close my eyes.

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