My entitled mother tried to get between me and my fiance because she supposedly didn't

trust him.

So this happened a few years ago.

And while I feel bad about the way things played out, I wouldn't have it any other way.

When I turned 20, I was diagnosed with severe depression, ADHD, anxiety, and bipolar, among

other things, which explained everything as far as the way I always behaved as a kid.

I was diagnosed after experiencing a large amount of severe, untriggered panic attacks

that occurred for several hours at a time.

As a result, I started re-evaluating my life and realized that there was a lot wrong with

my life and that if I didn't make changes, I was likely going to end my life.

Now my mother loved my ex and believed that he was the only one God intended for me to

be with.

However, I ended up breaking up with him when I realized exactly how abusive he was physically

and mentally, especially after realizing that my ex was having the doctor up my meds any

time he decided that the meds weren't helping, which actually led to me blacking out for

hours if not days at a time.

In fact, at one point in time, I blacked out early in the day and when I finally came

to, I was barricaded in my room with all my meds spilled all over my bed spread.

I also kept waking up with way too many scratches that couldn't possibly have been for my roommate's

dog.

Anyways, when I broke up with this toxic ex, I ended up staying with friends until I was

able to explain my situation to my parents and convince them to let me stay until I was

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