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The Welcome back to y'all. It's me again, back with a solo. I hope everyone had a great weekend. Mine was interesting. I'm coming at you from Sunday afternoon. And I just did a full everything shower. I needed to just do something for myself that would make me feel better. And an everything shower always does that for me. I took it in low lighting with no music, if that gives you a hint of where my mental space is at last night

I took an edible and sort of reading the handsmaid's tail so that might be considered self-harm

not sure working through that I'm sure I'm not the only one that is feeling completely drained,

devastated, emotional, et cetera, after the last week. I don't even think from the time this

airs, it's not been a week. It's been like six days, which is, this has been the longest week

of my life, I think. I think every single day, it's just compounded and compacted,

and it's really been difficult for me right now. And again, I'm sure I'm not alone. I don't think

I need to go into too many specifics because I'm hoping that you guys are keeping yourselves

aware. That is one of the most important things.

Knowledge is resistance. Knowledge is power. So keeping yourself informed, trying to avoid

misinformation, trying to make sure that you are budding your sources, using two or more sources

to decipher if your information is correct. I think that's

really important, especially again, in what we have all been witnessing, experiencing,

feeling in the last week. So I just want you guys to know you're not alone. I'm feeling it very heavily.

In all honesty, I have like a full meant TB on Saturday.

I am having it hard time picturing myself being able to push through a lot of these feelings and emotions

and a lot of them are obvious deep.

It hurt.

I mean, these are like really intense feelings.

I'm feeling just devastated, betrayed, scared, sad, distraught, infuriated, just all of these things.

And it's just too much.

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