To me, what they don't realize is you just signal to me, one, the level of hurt going on in your life,

but two, you just signal to me that you wouldn't even make a good friend.

Because people who don't trust, they don't share, so you never really get to know them.

All right, welcome back to another episode.

Happy Monday.

Happy Monday, y'all.

How was your trip? It was very good it was a lot you know it was a

family trip so we were with family from you know pretty much the time we woke up to

the time we went to

bed every night which was so nice like I never get to see my cousins I haven't

seen him since his baby shower which has been almost four years now so it was so nice to see everybody and meet his daughter I know and his daughter

Bala is the suit honestly the sweetest toddler I've ever met in my entire life. She has some autoimmune disorder so she's not been around a lot of people her whole life.

Like this weekend was the largest group of people she's ever been around so she's only ever around adults which makes her very like just trusting she's only around adults that love her so we were a little worried you know that

she's never met us she sees us on face time but that she would be like a little shy

nope immediately came in gave us the world's longest hugs it was so like sweet and bittersweet at the same time because you know when we left we were all really sad but I enjoyed myself a lot. It was I'm tired though as somebody who recharges alone it's really hard for me to have five it

ended up being five days because our flight was cancelled when we were flying home

on Monday.

So for me it's hard to be around people 24-7

like that every single day for a week straight.

It's exhausted even if I love you so much.

It's just I need time to recharge charge so I'm happy to be home.

Yeah. Too much fucking energy. Yeah it's a lot. Especially with family you know.

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