This whole thing that is the expression of this ministry in the world and all the books and everything.

This began with this moment.

I am sitting in a movie theater.

I am watching the close of the movie A River Runs Through it.

And he says the line I can't say without weeping.

Now all those I loved but did not understand in my life or gone, but still I reach out to them.

Okay, I am bawling.

And the credits are rolling.

People are trying to get by me.

You know, I'm doing this in the theater.

Thank God it's dark still.

I am bawling, and I could not have told you why.

You guys, I had a victory this morning that I want to tell you about.

It's a small victory, but let's celebrate the small things, okay?

I think it needs a little context.

I would like to think that this is the context for maturing as you become more whole.

And as you become more aware, as I, I'll put it in me, as I become more dialed into life in the

kingdom of God and things as they ought to be.

Right.

I've got a really strong meter for things as they ought to be.

I don't do well in traffic.

Okay?

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