E274 Don't Feel Sorry For Me | When Suicide Is Not The Answer

15 Minutes to Freedom

Ryan Niddel

Entrepreneurship, Personal Journals, Business, Society & Culture

3.6 • 1.5K Ratings

🗓️ 20 January 2019

⏱️ 25 minutes

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Summary

Our situation is of our own creation. It’s easy looking back to see that the infidelity not only affected my personal life, it became a bigger distraction and altered how I showed up in the business world. One evening, everything came to a head in front of my apartment. Upon returning home from work, I see all four women standing there. This wasn’t a friendly gathering of long lost buddies. My untruthful ways had caught up to me. What ensued can only be described as one of the darkest moments in my life. Listen to find out why there’s always a way to find the light, you just have to be willing to listen.

Questions, comments, requests? Feel free to contact me at ryan@lifeoptimizationgroup.com. I’d love to hear from you.

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0:00.0	The This is
0:15.0	15 minutes of freedom. I'm your host Ryan Nidell and today's episode is
0:20.6	Don't feel sorry for me. In today's episode I'm going to take you back in time
0:27.0	to one of the darker moments in my life.
0:33.5	So if you've been a long time listener of the show, you understand that I've been very vocal
0:39.4	with my previous indiscretions.
0:41.6	Right, I'm not proud to say it, but I had been
0:44.2	unfaithful to every woman that I had ever dated. It's not a badge of honor, it's not
0:50.5	something I'm pounding my chest about it. It's just simply facts.
0:54.8	And I believe it's so imperative to deal in facts, right?
0:58.0	Feelings cloud our vision.
0:59.6	We get to those eventually once we deal with the facts.
1:04.1	And I bring all this up because I was having a conversation with an individual sometime in the
1:08.8	past two or three days.
1:11.6	I admittedly don't recall exactly when this conversation was.
1:15.0	What I do recall is the conversation took a turn
1:18.0	that brought up this memory that I don't know if I had repressed, suppressed, intentionally
1:26.4	forgotten about or what had happened but nonetheless it brought up this time that I want to share with you right now.
1:35.0	So go back with me the better part of six years.
1:40.0	Actually this year it'll be I think close to seven.
1:43.0	2012, 2013 somewhere in there.
1:47.0	It's the middle of summer, I'll say June or July.
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