This is So last evening I got the most incredible gift and this gift is nothing I can really put a dollar value on and that's strange because for me my entire life up until fairly recently a gift has been something tangible.

Gift's been something that I can hold in my hand and say,

I got this gift.

This gift is a lot different now.

This gift is actually a gift of spending

one-on-one time alone without Lindsay,

with Gianna.

You know, my stepdaughter, bonus daughter, I'll admittedly. without Lindsay with with Gianna.

You know my stepdaughter, bonus daughter, I'll admittedly, I look at her as my daughter,

she's none of those things, she's my daughter.

So I get to play a board game with Gianna.

This is the first time that I can ever remember her and I

101 playing a board game and she's eight years old and incredibly intelligent she's

articulate she's like a little adult it's really phenomenal because I don't remember

being that advanced at eight years old mean, of course I see her

communicating with her friends and other people in her peer group and she

happens to come from a great gene pool between Lindsay and her ex-husband

that she is actually very intelligent. So it makes playing a board game almost a strategic battle with someone of my own age and intellect.

She admittedly might be more intelligent than I am. I don't have any idea at this point.

But I get to play this one-on-one game with her and it's just her and I

at the kitchen table. You know Lindsay's out with her friends and I spend some time for just her, which I love. And it's her

night you know she wants to play Monopoly monopoly I'm thinking okay you know she comes

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