This is I'm your host Ryan Nidell and today's topic is spirituality.

So I've been heading down a rabbit hole.

A rabbit hole that's been calling me for quite some time. This rabbit hole I'll refer to

as metaphysics and mystics. Now before you tune out and before you get all fucking

judgmental on me, Give me just one second.

If you the type believes that we're here for just a short period of time,

whatever that is, let's say the average life expectancy is 80 years,

and then you die, and there's no rhyme or reason for it that we just happen to be here.

You're the one I actually encourage you to listen to this the most.

Even if it's nothing more that at the end of this you can call me crazy.

I don't even care if you think I'm so crazy when this is over that you leave me a

comment inside of a review on iTunes or Stitcher. You can tell everybody I'm

bad shit crazy. It'll be worth it for me for the few of you that stick around just to consider that it be more to life than maybe what we all think.

So about a year ago now, I was forced to explore meditation.

Now when I say force, it wasn't like somebody had a gun to my head and said,

if you don't meditate I'm going to kill you or your family or do horrible things to you.

I was forced to it because I joined something called

Wake Up Warrior and it's a group by a guy named Garrett J White, he's got a podcast to check

out Wake Up Warrior, a Warrior on Fire podcast, but in everyday actions we have to do something called

the Corps 4 and the Corps 4 consists of meditating every day to gain a half a point

towards a personal production goal that we set for ourselves.

It's supposed to hear me something, it was supposed to make me hear something called the

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