• Matcha, early Christmas talk, Billy’s son (00:00–02:30)Light open: matcha review, Starbucks froth, early Christmas gifts, his son’s second Christmas. • Why Billy came on Dopey (02:30–04:00)Wants to speak honestly about addiction, truth, and helping people. Recently lost his mom. • Addiction shaping his entire life (04:00–07:00)Growing up with secrecy, shame, house raided, can’t talk about things in school. Learns addiction is sickness only after his mom dies. • Childhood: music, parents, culture (07:00–12:00)Dad teaching bluegrass; mom spinning Beatles backwards (“turn me on dead man”), Hendrix, Zeppelin, Sabbath. Early homes in Kentucky, then Michigan. • New York Street crack house memories (12:00–13:20)Mom smoking crack, sister teased, house shot up. • Portland trailer park → Muir (13:20–16:00)First real memories: food in cupboards, park life, music, fishing, Bush Light, doobies. Then meth arrives and destroys everything. • Meth in the park, raids, Dustin the Baggie origin (15:00–17:00)Brad Lascaux meth mess, labs in campers. • Losing the trailer, moving to 420 Railroad St. (17:00–21:00)Grandma calls the house “demonic.” Billy finds pipe in glove box. Mom’s art covering walls. No rules. • Teen years: weed at 8, metal bands, drinking, couch-surfing (21:00–24:00)Finding metal, dropping out, skateboarding, proto-hippie ideas. • Birthday morning meth revelation (24:00–26:00)Walks in on parents smoking meth with “Booger.” Leaves home at 13. • Couch surfing, trying coke, trying meth, guilt trip fails (26:00–28:00)Moves in with Brad Kenyon. Tries coke at 14. First meth at 16. • First meth use with mom (28:00–31:30)Handyman tweaker; mom makes a lightbulb pipe; Billy plays guitar for 48 hours. • Why he hid this for years (31:00–32:00)Didn’t want to make parents look bad. • School chaos, couch surfing, survival (32:00–33:30)Doesn’t know where he’s sleeping; algebra irrelevant. • More meth years at parents’ house (33:30–40:00)Marathon runs, labs, four-day runs, mom and dad gluing things to walls, parties with minors. Angry Man. Tweakers everywhere. • Getting out: Benji’s family saves him (40:00–42:00)Fed him, gave him a home on condition he goes to school. • Parents’ meth fizzles out (42:00–44:00)Law cracking down, pseudoephedrine changes, move to aunt’s house, church. • Touring, parents broke, asking for money (44:00–46:00)Heartbreaking calls; hustling on the road. • Dust in a Baggie timeline (46:00–47:30)Already years of gigs before the video surfaced. • “Billy Strings” name origin (47:30–49:30)Friend Mandy; cancer; bridge jump; dies shortly later. • Being recognized as a prodigy (49:30–50:30)Adults praising him since childhood. • Hard drugs, heroin story (50:30–56:30)Nods out, pukes repeatedly, sinks into darkness, sees “Grim Reaper,” swears it off forever. • Biological dad’s jail letter (56:30–58:30)Finds it only after mom dies. First time hearing “I love my boys.” • Poverty, trauma, survival (58:30–1:01:00)Fleas, freezing rooms, stove going out, tweakers, Piano Fingers. • Crack stories (1:41:00–1:45:00)Full body hit, instant addiction, dreams, smell memories. • Career growth, touring, panic attacks, therapy (1:01:00–1:08:00)Confronts childhood molestation in therapy. • Mom relapsing, buying her a house, fan rumors (1:08:00–1:12:00)Wants her safe garden life; learns she relapsed. Doesn’t blame fans. • Billy’s dad’s health crisis (1:12:00–1:14:00)Heart at 13%, fluid, pills, hospital time. • Mother’s death (1:14:00–1:21:00)Billy finds out in Lexington. Plays shows after crying onstage. Returns home; dad hospitalized. • Death certificate arrives (Australia) (1:21:00–1:22:00)Meth intoxication. Learns father was using too. • Going through poems & writings (1:22:00–1:24:00)Plans to turn poems into songs. Reads excerpts. • Carlas murder (1:23:00–1:25:00)Mom’s early trauma. • Billy today: grief, guilt, letting go (1:25:00–1:33:00)Letting go of control, learning acceptance. • Weed, sobriety, fatherhood, life on the bus (1:33:00–1:36:00)Thinking about quitting weed; enjoys fatherhood on tour. • Crack dreams, meth stories, danger memories (1:36:00–1:45:00)Puking while hitting crack, pregnant woman smoking, unsafe houses. • Trey & Al-Anon (1:45:00–1:48:30)Trey sends meeting links; Billy listens in. • Helping others (1:48:30–end)Wants to help kids & families like his; considers a rehab someday.