The virtue I know you've been waiting on some results some very exciting hopefully results that could change one kid's life forever

Man your face is so hard to read

Trying to be a stoic trying to keep it from y'all. Yeah last week was my my moment of truth

Because I've I've told you guys about this journey if we have decided to try to become a big brother

A part of the big brother program and for those who may not know what that is is basically you are assigned a little who may need

Some extra assistance or some help some guidance some direction in life

And you utilize your experience and the things that you have

Accomplished in order to try to do so and it was something that came about after I will last births big adventure trip when I bonded

We wanted to be be a kids landing and it just did something for me that I couldn't really put into words

But it's just no better feeling than feeling like you actually have been a part of someone's life and been able to help them

So with me not having kids yet. I'm like, maybe this is a good step in the right direction to trying to get that feeling and I think your motivation also

If you want to admit it or not

is

Certainly has to do with your origin story on when you were younger

You needed somebody in your life to as a role model a male role model and you went a while without one

I did my father and I didn't have the greatest relationship when I was younger

We really didn't have a good relationship until I got older and he wasn't around and when he was around

He was pretty abusive so I remember I guess it's what that did to me and what they did for my life

And you're right. I always kind of look back on when I was in those impressionable years

And if I had someone I could kind of look up to give me some guidance who knows who I

I probably I feel like I was a late bloomer because I didn't have what I really needed in the beginning

And I had to figure it out on my own. You didn't end it up on a way better show than that

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