And just as members of the Lonely Hearts Club do, I go home, I soak.

I try to channel it creatively.

I start a memoir, but I pass word protect on my Dell computer, called Nike Quill and

Chocolate Milk, my journey to healing following that incident at the Arbys.

I wish that was a joke.

And I drive away, play the song in my CD player, that, you know, the joke's on me because

I spent hours trying to get it to burn.

Only for me to ultimately needed the most when I had been burned.

And my main character drives away, realizing that just a snow patrol was chasing cars.

I was chasing boys and bars.

And I couldn't help but wonder.

Maybe this Arbys was a metaphor all along, that the only thing more fast and casual

than this eatery was our love affair.

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me?

Hi everybody, welcome back to the Be There In Five Podcast.

I'm Kate Kennedy, your host.

I thought I'd change it up this week with pulling a clip from the episode because this

episode is a bit different.

This episode, the first half is very late-hearted.

The second half I read from old journals that are laughably intense, but sometimes poignantly.

It's a fun nostalgic deep dive that I don't know how to feel about yet because I feel

like I'm exposing myself big time here, where I kind of try to tap into how I felt in

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