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Don't Think with Carla Bezanson

Dating With Anxiety (AKA Hell)

Don't Think with Carla Bezanson

Dear Media

Society & Culture, Personal Journals, Snarly Carly, Mental Health, Carla Bezanson, Dear Media

4.9547 Ratings

🗓️ 16 April 2026

⏱️ 19 minutes

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Summary

Have you ever felt like dating turns you into a completely different, borderline unstable version of yourself? Same. This one’s about overthinking, anxiety, and figuring out if it’s actually you… or just the person you’re dating.


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Transcript

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0:00.0

The following podcast is a Dear Media production.

0:13.2

What's up, you guys?

0:14.2

Welcome to this week's episode of Don't Think,

0:16.2

the podcast for anybody who does the opposite of not thinking and overthinks

0:19.9

the shit out of every single

0:21.8

aspect of their life.

0:23.3

If you're watching this on YouTube, hopefully it looks great, as you will see.

0:27.3

I finally have got a little bit of a podcast studio, if you will.

0:32.1

That's a bit generous, but set up in my new office in my new apartment.

0:36.3

If you've been following my life updates or the

0:38.9

podcast at all, I recently moved. I was really looking forward to being able to set up somewhere

0:44.1

like permanent in my apartment where I can record the podcast because previously I was just doing it

0:48.1

on my couch and I didn't have an office. So like a lot of my, a lot of my, I don't know, content creator stuff was just all over my apartment and it really stressed me out because obviously I have OCD, not the fun kind, but the everyone will die if I don't make my bed kind. So yeah, I hated that. And now I have a dedicated room. I'm looking around this room and it's an absolute mess, but we're working on it. But yeah, I know somebody's going to tell me you need to steam the curtains that are behind you. I know.

1:14.9

But... room. I'm looking around this room and it's an absolute mess, but we're working on it. But yeah, I know somebody's going to tell me you need to steam the curtains that are behind you.

1:13.6

I know. Believe me, I know. Okay. If you're not watching this and you can't see the visual,

1:19.6

I hung curtains. Just go look at YouTube. Check it out. Please. I put all this effort in so that the

1:23.7

video would look good. Please go check it out on YouTube. But yeah, I just ordered a new steamer because I was like,

1:28.9

I can't keep living this way. I had a really shitty steamer. And I like steaming my sheets, my pillowcases, now these curtains. And obviously my clothes, so I just bit the bullet and bought a better one. So when that arrives, you will see that the curtains will be crisp. Now to address the other elephant in the room, I can barely talk right now.

1:47.4

This is like embarrassing and humbling that I bit my tongue while eating a KL Caesar salad,

1:52.0

if that matters, yesterday.

1:54.8

And not only did it ruin the salad for me, which was really unfortunate because I was really

1:59.1

looking forward to it, but yeah, it hurts to talk, which is great because I not only have to record two podcast episodes today, but then I have an important meeting that I don't want to sound like, I don't know, an absolute degenerate for. Anyway, that's on that. So I put to my Instagram story the other day, what do you guys want to hear from me on the podcast? I did get some good suggestions.

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