Jared Polin Froano's Photo.com and this is the Daily Fro for June 14th, 2018.

The time now is 10.39 p.m. This is episode number 130, where I sit down sometime during the day and share what's on my mind with you and you can share what's on your mind with me by calling or texting 2674546376.

I just got home.

I went out to dinner with my dad and Dave Leno back up in the suburbs.

They were upping a baseball game, so I went up and met them for dinner.

Now, Dave brought up something at dinner because he's engaged and he's going to be getting

married, and they looked at, looking into into photographers found a photographer that they love

and i guess the guy knows of me i i don't recall ever meeting this person but dave said something

very interesting that yeah interesting basically talking to the guy was, he's like, I wish I had what Jared had.

Or I wish I, you know, fro, whatever you want to call me, but you just wish he did what I did.

And man, if that isn't the thing that I sit there and say to myself about some other people, man, I wish I had what they have, or man, I wish I did what

they did. And there's people out there saying that about me. What I will say about that is

you never know what's going on on the behind the scenes. You don't know what goes into making

that person tick or what, you know,

why their success is what it is or why somebody grows faster than what I do. And, but, but the person

has a, we have this perceived notion or as my therapist back in the day called it when I had one,

the subjective reality where we paint. or as my therapist back in the day called it when I had one,

the subjective reality where we paint the picture that we want to paint of somebody or something, we make it all rosy,

but it's not always true.

Sometimes the reality isn't as good as the fantasy. That's good. I better write that down.

Sometimes the, I should, I should remember that. Sometimes the reality is not as good. I'm going to

actually write that down. I'm doing it right now. Sometimes the reality isn't as good as fantasy.

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