You got a You gotta think I have been praying like so hard and I was like God's not going to give me this God's not gonna let me do the rest of my life in prison and

then like you know you go into the trial

and you know it's going bad.

I'm thinking the worst that could happen,

it's probably gonna just be manslaughter,

maybe at the worst, second-degree murder,

which is 15 years. And so I go into it I'm thinking okay I'm

gonna get good news and then they say life and it's like like what just

happened are you serious right now and you know I'm just sitting there you got these cameras just just it's rough like especially when you get to the prison and you see what it's like and

like you see what you're missing out on with family and it's just miserable in there

like it's miserable and you're like man you mean to tell me like this is

going to continue until I die? Like really? Because nobody does 51 years in prison who's going to last that long?

Cynthia Brown Long has lived an insane life.

Throughout her early teens, she was repeatedly jailed, repeatedly raped,

prostituted everything.

It seems like almost every man she came in contact with

did her wrong.

When she was 15, a pimp she was in love with, sent her out with his gun, and she shot and killed a man.

She was a teenager who'd been victimized by the world, but she was convicted and sentenced to life in prison.

But she never lost hope.

She believed that God would somehow save her.

And during her 15 years in prison,

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