Hello, it is the Anfield rap. I'll say what I've said at the top or during all of these.

No one has to listen to this sort of thing, whatever it is that you want to do in order to cope with what's happened to Diego Jotta and his brother Andre Silver.

You should do it your way. In the meantime, though, here, if you do want to listen, I've got Melissa Reddy, to talk about their memories slash reaction to the terrible events of last Thursday. I'll start

with you, Josh, first and foremost. I think it was something which, I keep saying it, just came

as such a shock. Now people have had more and more time to engage with it, more time to go and lay

down flowers or sign condolence, books, or however they wanted to process it at an infield how are you

feeling yeah it's it's been really interesting it's probably the most i've theorized about grief

while i've been in the midst of it like i've been thinking a lot about that angle of things really like

i've had a lot of people that i've spoke to who've you know talked about saying

how strange is it because this this is a person who you know he felt like he was our mate even

though he wasn't our mate and I the way I sort of have reflected on it over time because at first

I was a wreck like the I was I was off ill on the day that happened so I phoned Emma about 830

to tell her that I wasn't going to come in that day because I've been feeling a bit under the weather. And then the news, I think I first got a message about 9.15 and then was probably confirmed closer to 10 a.m. And I remember, like, the minute it got confirmed just, like, breaking down completely. And every report then and tribute that came after that was just like just almost added to that that initial

like real overwhelm of sadness like i i think i skipped the part where maybe some people felt

that sort of level of shock and numbness because i was just it was almost like i was in it obviously

which sounds sounds more intense than it is because listen there's people who are who are far more

in it than i am and far more affected by by the death's people who are far more in it than I am

and far more affected by the death of Diogo

and Andre in particular than I am

but it was it was the idea of like I'm just in mind by myself

going through social media finding all these things

looking for the tributes from his teammates things

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