Hello, you don't have to listen to this. It's another one of those retrospectives on Diogo Jota,

the events of last week and the passing away of him and his brother, Andre Silver. In front of me,

I have got Pete Bolster, Phil Blundle, Chavonne Began and Mike Kearney to reflect on everything

that's gone on since then and the life of Diogo Jotter. I'll say again, none of these

things are obligatory in terms of listening to them.

Everyone's going to make their own decisions and take what course suits them best.

But everyone who's here wanted to be here on this Monday afternoon to talk about Diogo Jotter.

Everyone who's here, I know for a fact, it hit them incredibly hard last week.

Phil, I'll start with you.

You were absolutely taken aback in real time I'm in a variety of WhatsApp groups with you and I think the first thing

that sort of hit hit everyone but was noticeable was just the sheer shock at the moment yeah it's one

those things that you obviously don't wake up in the morning expecting it to happen ever.

And you will therefore sort of always remember the first thing you saw.

And my first thing was Chris Walsh in another group I'm in,

wrote something I'm like, well, that doesn't make sense.

She put jotted into Twitter.

And I was like, what?

And you see it?

And you just sort of completely, nutty taken up back and it is so

peculiar, I think is the first word really, isn't it?

It's just you don't expect it, you're shocked.

And you're like, this can't be real.

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