Hey, this is Mateo Lane. I'm Emma Wilman, and this is inside the closet.

Inside the closet.

All right, what's up guys? This is Emma Wilman and you're listening to inside the closet and I'm here in a room by myself because

Mateo had an unexpected trip. It wasn't an unexpected trip. He's in the UK right now, but because of the snowstorm he had to go a day early and then he was flying so he's just getting to wherever he is in the UK

But we still want to do an episode for you guys so it's me it's just me in here

talking myself let's take your best now on how long it'll take me to talk to myself and

have a breakdown also don't worry I'm gonna do some questions for you guys and

I'll probably be a little bit shorter.

But first of all, thank you guys so much for listening to this.

I would say I've been pretty depressed this past week only because I felt kind of beaten that.

There's like I wonder what it's like if you guys get this and it's got to be there's

got to be some like tying with like all other kinds of jobs but where you just it's like a

series of things that you're excited about and then when they don't yeah the

the crash of I think I'm like just a little like burnt out from pilot

season I went to Toronto and saw my crush and it was really nice, but I

chickened out of asking her if she was dating other people. I chickened out because right

when I got there she was talking about how her ex-ex

girlfriend called her all the time and she's like oh this ex-girlfriend calls me

like four times a day even like at 2 a.m. and I was like man that's crazy and I was like well how

your girlfriend when you the last one that you were with how did she deal with that

that your ex was calling you at 2 a.m. and she's like I didn't I didn't pick up

when I was with her but now that I'm not with someone I pick up so in my

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