Hey fan, it's Spark. I feel like this is Spark hotline these days asking for prayer.

I'm just, I wanted to come to you guys. I want to honestly, I'm, honestly, just come before you and God-loving people um you go through the word just like i do every day

it feels like i can get myself in such a mess and uh let's just cut the crap I've got a

guy over the job

that I'm on

and he's he's the king dingling

you know he's he's

he's evil

and I mean evil.

Like yelling at deaf people in their ears and making fun of them and cussing them out.

And he, I'm the electrical contractor.

And it's just a constant barrage and we we really really need this contract like this

guys I'm not gonna lie this could be a game changer this could be my kids knew that their dad is the one that

landed them there but my, it is so hard.

And I, it's so many times I sit up there with something in my stomach.

Like, I'm going to tell that, dude, and I can't.

And could you guys

give me some wisdom

on that?

I need my church family

and

it's wrecking me

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