Hey, fellow traveler, welcome to Third Eye Awakening, a podcast all about spiritual and psychic awakening,

where we talk about the shift from 3D to 5D consciousness, the nature of time, space, the universe, multi-dimensions,

starseeds, the Akashic records, you know, all that good shit. I am your host, Amy Melissa.

Thank you so much for being here with me today. All right, let's do this. Hi, beautiful people.

Well, here I am late again. I have no consistency currently with getting these episodes recorded and up. And I'm just going to have to

accept that about myself. Hopefully you accept it too. I apologize. I know consistency is important,

but Frigg. Number one, my life is busy. Number two, something that I foolishly didn't take into account

with my plan to record this story in the depth that I am recording it and sharing it here is that

like I can't just you know like oh I have a spare. Let me just sit down and record the story of my, you know,

very challenging, emotionally turbulent grief and anxiety-filled pregnancy, second pregnancy.

Ha-ha-ha-ha.

You know, like I need, like, all this time to sort of, like, chill first and then kind of get in touch with that part of myself.

Because part of carrying on with grief or, like, in spite of grief, I'm not sure, is sort of like a necessary

compartmentalizing that happens where, you know, you just like you, I think for fucking

seriously survival reasons, the average human can't exist in a state of acute grief

for more than like a certain period of time. Because it's not even just about like having to

carry on with life and go and like be an adult and do all the stupid adulting.

It's just like the human psyche cannot handle that sustained depth of blackness and sadness

for, you know, too long.

And so you just end up figuring out a way to disconnect from it,

um, to maintain sanity, I guess. So basically, what I'm saying is that it takes me a while to,

like, really get back in touch with that experience so that I can

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