Hello, welcome welcome to telling everybody everything. May something, may

something in the middle of May. I'm working on the volume of this thing. There are

a lot of people who say to me, Catherine, you don't speak that loud and then the

ads are really loud and I do my podcast all by myself. I know this is not

excuse but number one I don't believe in speaking loudly and I try to turn

of the volume but at the end of the day even when I watch TV I think ads are

loud. They're extra loud. They put like a stank on it I guess and you know what

ads grab my attention actually. It's the silent ones. Have you ever listened to

television or whatever you're in the kitchen and you're not really looking and

then there's an advert that has no sound. You go home and you look over and it

will be you know for a soundless hairdryer or something but the no sound really

stands out so I don't know maybe that's how I should. Well you can't do that on

podcasts forget it. I have noticed in my personal life that I've developed a

real fondness for men and it's not on brand for me. People get in touch all the

time. Does it? Catherine? Why are you so hard on innocent man? You hate man. I

clearly don't hate man but whatever values you wish to hoist upon me to fit

your agenda that's fine. You know as M&M once said I am whatever you say I am

if I wasn't then why would I say I am. But um knowing my husband kicked it off

because he's the first man I've ever known to be an actual Messiah like an angel

on earth so smart so kind so gentle I was scared of men for a really long time

and that is due to some of my own traumas and personal experiences you know

you know how neurological pathways are formed and I had to undo those even

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