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Charmed by a Narcissist w/Lola Binkerd

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Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 13 January 2021

⏱️ 43 minutes

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Summary

Lola Binkerd is an Author and Actress who was born and raised as a fourth-generation member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormon) in Salt Lake City, Utah. She has lived in Los Angeles for 16 years and her horror anthology "The River God and Other Stories" and short story "4-H" are available as eBooks on Gumroad and Amazon. Lola details how being raised in a particularly patriarchal Mormon Church set her up to seek out unhealthy relationships with men as an adult. She shares her experiences dealing with a manipulative and narcissistic love interest. Lola breaks down the learned mindset that allowed her to be drawn into a problematic relationship rife with gaslighting and deception. Before You Go: Rachel explains how growing up love-starved as a child can leave you very confused about what love is and make you vulnerable to manipulation in your adult relationships. Rachel also shares her thoughts on the insurrection at the U.S. Capitol last week. She gives insight into how people can so easily be indoctrinated into an ideology of hate and be driven to participate in tragically violent incidents. ***Rachel is speaking today about the Capitol Hill riots only to show the power of a leader's influence as it connects to the theme of the podcast. She is not taking a political stance (Republican vs. Democrat) and therefore is not inviting political debate or political comments. Thank you!*** Thanks to our newest Patreon supporters: Jonas Schaller, Niamh Quinn, Jenny Vogels, and ShinyCorviknight Help support the show at: https://www.patreon.com/indoctrination Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands

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0:00.0

Welcome to Indocination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.1

I'm your host, Rachel Bernstein.

0:13.8

Hey, everyone. I want to let you know about a debut novel that I think you'll really enjoy.

0:21.5

From the Moon, I Watched Her by Emily English Medley.

0:25.3

It's a coming-of-age tale that begins in the Texas church during the year 1977.

0:31.4

This powerful fictional page turner is packed with sin and secrets, but then offers you hope

0:36.5

and healing, much like what we talk

0:38.3

about on this show. From the Moon I Watched her is published by Greenleaf Book Group and is available

0:43.9

for pre-order now ahead of its official release on January 19th. Get your copy anywhere books are sold. Hi, everybody. Before we get started today, I just wanted to thank you all for your support and your

1:03.9

wonderful words. And for the people who have gone to patreon.com slash indoctrination to become subscribers of the show.

1:12.8

It is incredibly helpful, truly, truly, truly, and very much appreciate it.

1:18.4

And we are going to be having some cool new perks available to the Patreon subscribers.

1:25.9

So stay tuned for some future announcements about the cool goodies that you're

1:31.6

going to be able to get. So again, go to patreon.com slash indoctrination to become a supporter of the show.

1:38.4

I also wanted to let you know that after the outro or the one more thing before you go,

1:45.9

I'm going to talk a little bit about what happened this week or probably by the time you hear it the past week in Washington, D.C.

1:52.8

It just seemed like something that should be talked about.

2:07.2

I am so happy to have Lola Binkard back on the show.

2:19.2

It's been really interesting to hear her story, and I am so very glad that you're going to be able to hear part two of my conversation with her today.

2:27.6

Lola is an author and an actress, and she was born and raised fourth generation within the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, otherwise known as the Mormons.

2:32.9

And she was born in Salt Lake City, Utah. She's now lived in

2:37.9

California for 16 years, and she has a horror anthology called the River God and other stories,

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