Welcome to the high and low podcast.

This is your host, Bravo, Bravo, Ducking Bravo.

Today we are going to recap the Real Housewives of New Jersey.

I'm also going to talk to you about a series of books I just finished.

You're like, where are you being, bitch?

I've been reading books.

I finished a series.

I'm back now.

But first, I'm going to fill you in

on the trials and tribulations of me trying to go to the Chapel Rhone concert slash festival where she's

playing. I want to say thank you to every single person who wrote to me who DM'd me and said,

you better get to that show. I did not get one person who wrote to me, who DM'd me and said, you better get to that show. I did not get

one person who said, eh, don't go. It was so funny. It was so supportive. Everybody pretty much was like,

do you, do something fun for yourself, so white got people in the house. One woman said that when she

has family coming into town or she's going to visit family, she'll book a massage, just a dip out for like 90 minutes. That is the house. One woman said that when she has family coming into town or she's going to

visit family, she'll book a massage, just a dip out for like 90 minutes. That is the smartest thing I've ever heard. I think it's a win-win. You come back in a great mood, relaxed, and then you can deal with absolute chaos of having a bunch of people around. So all of you said I should go. And I was like, okay, all right, I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it.

I'm going to do it.

So I went and I sat down on my

computer, tippy type. Guess what? All those tickets, gone now. Gone now. As you know what, and I should have known better. I should have known that those tickets I was looking at getting for any family

members who wanted to come with me, those were not going to last. That's fine. They're pretty

great tickets. So I kind of accepted my fate. I made peace with it. I talked myself down. I wrote a post-it note to myself that said, be bold from now on. Live your life. Why don't you do what you want to do? You should have framed it as, hey, I'm going to this thing. Who wants to go with me? Are you in or are you out? But I'm going either way. You can't worry about what people think about you, whether they're family or not. You have to find joy in this insane world where you can. And at a quiet moment with myself, and I beat myself up about it a little bit and I blamed myself. And I thought, well, you know what? it's fine. I didn't need to be doing all that anyway. And I went back to my computer and I found a more

expensive ticket. about it a little bit and I blamed myself. And I thought, well, you know what, it's fine. I didn't need to be

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