You're on the virtue.

Cass, it's the end of a chapter.

It is.

I don't know how to feel about it.

I feel really weird and it's something

like most mothers have dealt with.

I'm no longer breastfeeding my son

and because he is our last planned child,

it's the end of an era.

That's it. I'm done with the babies.

I mean, I still have a baby.

He's like 13 months old.

I feel so guilty and so torn on it.

I fed my daughter until she was just upper one

and she was disinterested.

It was easy.

This one, I sort of was, I don't want to say forced

into it, just circumstances aligned

where I couldn't continue.

I lasted through 13 months and then I was unable

to pump and bottle milk.

The pumps wouldn't work for me.

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