How are you dude I am 30 minutes ago I was on a massage table ah yeah like getting a

massage or getting a massage like I'm fresh out of a massage could not be

fresher that's like a fresh massage I am I'm envious although I am kind of well

I won't even say kind of I am in the process of coming down with something so I

feel like if I were to get a massage it would just all hit by liver at once and I

would I would die I would pass away I doubt it why you would definitely feel

worse probably than I would die I would know basically I would die because I'm

dramatic so that being said I I sound like crap I'm sorry I know you're just

little stuffy you're not like raspy or anything you're just kind of like the

bulk thing yeah I've got I've got the yeah the bulk I've got that I feel the

raspy is coming because I have to keep clearing my throat and I'm gonna try

to mute my mic every time I do it yeah it's probably all this goddamn yellow

pollen that has I don't know what it is it's on everything I'm nervous because

it's not just this there is also at a alarming amount of nausea that I have

been experiencing and I don't know if I've talked about this on the podcast but I have not

okay so warning if you don't like talking about vom you know I'm not gonna finish the word but

because I don't I don't like the word vom anyway um I haven't thrown up since I was I don't know

six really that's it yeah that's lucky well go save one time that I got super high and I threw up

a bunch of gatorade that I had drank but oh yeah I know that story I don't I don't count that

would because it was like half a cup of liquid and that's not the way I got but I am so scared

because I feel like I might and I don't know what to do with my body I think you just kind of

let it happen homie I'm gonna I'm gonna shit at the same time really it's really your best

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