I want to finish by telling about what Psychodelics taught me and I alluded to this earlier about eight years ago

I have my first I was a story about seven and a half years ago. We talked about it on the show I I was terrified. If it wasn't for you at

London Real I would have never done it, but I felt obligated to follow through on

what I said I would do. I felt obligated to tell you how it changed my life and

it completely changed my life.

It brought me back to certain traumas in my childhood and I was seven years old and my parents were

divorced that we talk about in the movie Reconect.

And it made me examine my own behavior which was isolating myself from the

rest of the world which was causing me to be depressed to be an alcoholic and

just to be useless and really just not very happy.

And this showed my behavior of keeping myself separated

and it forced me to take action.

And the first action I did was I moved in

with my now wife, Marianaiana and her daughter Gabby.

She was eight years old and we literally started a family and I moved in with them.

And if you knew me back then you would know this was completely out of character

with me, right?

For me getting a dog was a scary commitment. completely out of character with me, right?

For me, getting a dog was a scary commitment.

And I had a history of cohabitating with women

that never worked out.

It always ended in tears, probably because of my past trauma and how I can never process it.

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