Welcome to Burning and Hell. We're a Thursday pod now. We're growing. We're evolving. We're learning. We're changing. We're embracing it. Hell yeah

I want to say thank you to you guys for all the nice messages for my intro last week

I was like I need to start doing intros and you start feeling more connected with people

Especially knowing that like yeah, I've been going through some hard times and

That's what this podcast is about so I'm like shit instead of just interviewing other people and being like

How do you get through your hell? I might as well talk about my hell a little

I mean, I do think being in the public eye in like a

Reality TV type form is interesting because I mean being on a reality TV is like a drug

You know you go on you don't do much

I mean you just kind of be yourself to an extent and then you see kind of who you are in the group and how people

Judge the friendships and the relationships. It's it's kind of some scary high school shit and

Depending on like who if people want to start drama with you if you didn't get involved in drama

Whatever long so sure it's wild and that's why reality TV is so great

But it's a drug because you go on a show and then people legitimately treat you like you're the fucking Beatles

When you were just peeing in hot tubs and you're getting hundreds of thousands of followers and you're like this is fucking awesome

And you know I had two seasons that were like just I mean I just went and did me and it was great

And then you know the last season in the pandemic was

Intense I felt like I was

Decided to put my foot down and stand up to people who I felt were being very disrespectful to me

In a lot of different ways and then as things get simplified

It's tough when you decide to get in the drama it gets messy and I feel like I haven't been on here talking about it because

A lot of people have been you know throwing my name around and it's and if you respond to it

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