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All Out in the Open

Bonus episode: "Fear, Pitied, and Honored"

All Out in the Open

All Out in the Open, Questions from the Closet

Lds, Lgbt, Religion & Spirituality, Transgender, Christ, Church Of Jesus Christ, Society & Culture, Lgbtq, Gay, Christianity, Latter-day Saint, Faith, Mormon

4.91.2K Ratings

🗓️ 10 January 2023

⏱️ 58 minutes

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Summary

In this bonus episode, Ben shares an essay he wrote for a Jewish/LDS inter-faith conference.

Transcript

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0:00.0

Welcome to a Questions from the Closet bonus episode.

0:09.5

So today I want to read an essay that I recently rediscovered that I wrote a year and a half

0:14.3

ago.

0:15.3

So I was asked to write an essay for this Jewish Larry St. Interfaith dialogue that

0:19.7

be what you hosted a year and a half ago and they wanted me to write to a Jewish audience

0:24.7

what's like to be a gay Larry St.

0:26.4

That's so fun.

0:27.4

Yeah.

0:28.4

It's really hard on this essay.

0:29.4

I presented it at this conference and then I forgot about it and then I've recently

0:32.4

re-found it and I liked it and so I wanted to share it and I thought this would be a good

0:36.5

way just to say, hey, this is what it's like to be for me to be a gay Larry St. and hopefully

0:40.8

this something that people will resonate with and maybe help a little bit.

0:44.3

So Ben's going to read his essay and then we're probably going to chat about it afterwards.

0:47.9

I've read it.

0:48.9

It's been a long time but I remember liking it and I'm curious to know Ben, are you nervous

0:54.3

to read in real time?

0:56.5

Reading in front of you and Mike into the camera, that's great, I recorded my audiobook

1:00.4

a couple weeks ago and it's so hard, like you stumble and I don't know, no pressure

1:08.4

or Ben, no pressure.

1:09.4

Well, here I go, very nervously reading my essay so it's called Feared, Pity and Honored

1:13.8

by Ben Shalatti and it starts out with a story that happened when I was 30.

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