Hello everybody and welcome to the Bitch Bible Collection Classics.

This week is a real fukin doozy.

This is a week that I thought would never happen. People ask what is your least favorite episode of

The Bitch Bible and I always and will always say this following episode and I'm

going to tell you why. I find this episode to be

just kind of the epitome of cringe, Jackie, why are you releasing it? Well it's already

out there in the universe. I'm not going to

let what embarrasses me personally hinder my experience and my growth. I listen to this episode now I don't even know who this person is and

I'm not talking about Cardi B I'm talking about me I feel like I am at this point in my podcasting journey trying out bits. I think I'm falling

into this kind of like white girl trope this like overprivileged share

Horowitz character that is authentically not who I am and it feels the tone to me and I'm probably severely

hyper analyzing myself it feels like condescending and elitist and unintentionally so I think I'm just

trying out schtick and bits and it's so painful for me to listen to and so un elevated. I'm just being like brutally

brutally honest because it's all I can be. You know you'll listen to people in this

space you'll see people on the

internet that are desperately trying to rewrite history I'm not trying to do that

here I'm trying to revisit history and like bury it deep deep within my soul and

and change accordingly. So this is one of those lessons. I I just am so genuinely and authentically mortified by this episode that I was pretty

headstrong about never re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-leasing it. In fact, I did want to

delete it fully. And then I thought, you know what? Like, what is sham and what a fraud if I did something like that? Because my whole schick, and it's not schick, it's who I am something like that because my whole stick and it's not stick it's who I am is that I'm

honest and transparent and consistent. I do feel that this episode shows some flaws in the consistency because I really do

feel like I'm trying out bits and tropes and sticks and like almost characters

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