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Surprise! It's me again. Hi! Me! It's problem on me! Hi, I'm never gonna get that fucking song right.

I will tell you that I really want to put a diaper on in August and post you pop at the

Ares tour to see Taylor Swift. I've been watching all of the videos and I just feel like I should be

there. I want to be in a bedazzled postpartum leotard just getting shit faced and screaming my head off

at the Taylor Swift show. You know, some people like you know you look at celebrities and you're

like stars they're just like us but some of them are just better than us and I've done a real 180

on Taylor Swift and to get up there and sing 44 fucking songs for nearly four hours okay in a

knee high crystal bedazzled lubaton boot with little to zero public errors with that much spotlight

on you. We got to give the girl a hand. We just have to. She's navigated this whole scenario quite

beautifully and I feel like I was hard on Taylor Swift and I regret that. I regretted a lot.

I had a very weird dream this morning and that I'm trying to recuperate from. I've been having

the wildest pregnancy dreams. I'm on a unisom drip because listen, you can get me off the sauce.

It took a time to you know, readjust and after the shake subsided I'm like you know what I guess I

don't need alcohol. I just really, really like it. So after that went away, you know, I wasn't able

to shake my nighttime sleep aid routine because I need something to take the edge off because these

wheels are always working. I have a constant intermonologue in my head that is so deeply exhausting.

I can't even begin to explain it to you. I'm narrating everything all the time in my head. So it's

hard for me to participate in outside conversation sometimes because I'm having a full blown like I'm

doing a podcast in my head all the time. It's always about the dumbest shit, you know, a woman with

a cross body bag could send me into a full downward spiral. Another thing you shouldn't wear to

wedding. Okay, we've already covered the Apple Watches. I've endured the public suffering and trauma

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