Hey guys, welcome to the podcast. I hope you're well.

I, my voice, I don't know if it sounds a bit weird, kind of lost it a little bit.

I can't really project that much. I had quite a fun weekend.

I went to a Beyonce concert last night, which probably why my voice is like this,

and I went to a festival the night before, and I was out the night before.

So I really was on a little bit a little bit of a streak there.

And I think following on from my last episode about summer and those changes and coming out of routine, you know, I've had a few more realizations. And today is very much just a head dump.

I just need to say so many things on my mind. Who knows if there's going to be like an overarching topic.

But I think what's happened is I haven't been in these situations for such a long time. I have not been in social situations or

events with this new version of myself. Like we're always constantly evolving and adapting. And I just

haven't tried experiences like this. And so I just want to kind of go over a few things that I've experienced, tell you the kind of differences. And I don't know, just some things that I'm going through at the moment as well. And like, not all bad. Like, like, I'm actually, I'm doing pretty well. First thing is I have been a little bit frazzled the last couple of days.

It's really hard knowing how to balance kind of my in real life stuff and online stuff.

The last nine months I, you know, can put, what do you say, like pat on my back?

I don't know.

I've been really grinding with like my work stuff online,

being consistent and putting in a lot of effort

and managing things, managing like the people who work for me,

managing myself, getting videos up.

And I found a really kind of like nice edge to it like like my platforms are doing well

and then obviously like going into summer there's more social stuff but also just more

opportunities have been coming to me recently even in terms of work and it's like knowing how to

do what worked for me in terms of all the online stuff and my video schedule. Not I don't have a

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