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Hi everybody, welcome back to a new episode of The Bad Broadcast.

We are on week two of successfully filming the podcast.

And I know that that probably doesn't seem like a big deal to you guys.

I don't know what it is, but I have the biggest mental block when it comes to filming myself

while I record. So for probably a year and a half, I've been telling myself,

my producer, you guys, like, I'm going to start filming episodes. I'm going to start getting

them up on YouTube. I'm going to start filming them. I swear. And guess how many times it's happened

since then? This is time number two. I guess I just told you. I just, yeah, I don't know what it is.

I don't like, I don't like looking at myself while I'm recording. It's weird, but, you know,

new phases and all of that. So we are, we are filming. We are filming. I promise I won't start every

single episode like that. Anyway, thanks so much for the love on last week's episode. It was a Q&A.

And I answered some kind of vulnerable questions, some funny questions, but yeah, you guys were really,

you guys were really great with your responses. And it's weird because, you know, you start this job,

you start a podcast and you're like, how much could my life change? Like, I'm fine talking about

things because my life isn't really going to change that much. So, and on top of that, my life is boring.

Like, when I started the podcast, like, I cannot even overstate how like boring my life was. Like,

I was just some, some like, you know, 20, what held was I, 26 year old girl married kind of boring.

And then I started this job and yeah, life changed quick, life changed in ways I didn't know.

And so it's this weird balance of trying to figure out how much to share with you guys so that

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