it doesn't always need to make sense like your brain is such a complex

labyrinthian like mess and it might just be that a certain smell triggers you

but you don't know why it's not that it was the smell that you smelled in the room at the time

but at some point in your life your brain made a connection between a site and a sound of that

led to a smell and somehow this thing has become tangled in a way it shouldn't be it's become

intertwined in your brain with some kind of parable incident or time in your life

do-do-lo-b-bah-bah-bah-bah-bah-bah-ba-bah are you listening to the Hoo-Hertview podcast

I still don't have a jingle but thank you for listening to Who Hate You and interview

podcast hosted by me, Median and author Sofi Hegan

in this episode I am speaking to YouTuber is it still called that YouTube personality? YouTube

celebrity anyways life is short let's go with YouTuber she's a youtuber author and a filmmaker

and a mental health advocate. We had a real dive into the topic of mental health,

and if I know my audience the way I think I do, I'm sure you'll all find it very relatable.

So please enjoy my chat with the wonderfully charming hazelays.

I am in my kitchen. It's little past noon. It's on the 30th of March. It's the second sunny day

of the year. Maybe the last sunny day of the year. Who knows? It's the UK.

I have that thing where, you know, when you've cried a lot the day before, your eyes are like

puffy. I call it emotional hangover. I like that. Yes. I'm in an emotional hangover,

but I'm feeling fine. But it's one of those things. Am I feeling fine? Or am I just numb?

You know? Are we feeling fine? Or am I feeling nothing? We'll go with fine. We'll go.

And what's happening in the world? We're still... We're technically still in lockdown,

but now we can meet people outside. There's still a global pandemic. I don't know if that boat

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