That's the point where I was about an hour from withdrawing between doses.

If more than an hour went by, I'd start, you know, I'd start having a little monkey on my back. Do you think you would be dead if you didn't have that experience? I had like 68 total probation violations. Tell us about that night you got the DUI. Surrounded by four cops all of a sudden. Do you think jail prepared you for Love Island? You become a slave to it. become a slave to getting high.

People see the reality show clips. all of a sudden. Do you think jail prepared you for Love Island? You become a slave to it. You become a

slave to getting high. People see the reality show clips and think they know him, but they don't know

about the withdrawals. They don't know about the jail time. They don't know what it actually took

to get clean. Austin Shepard from Love Island gets real about his past in this episode of Locked in.

Austin, welcome to Lockton.

Thanks so much for coming out on the show today.

Thank you for having me, man.

Thank you.

Yeah, I'm glad we can make this happen and be here today.

I'm looking forward to dinner after with you too.

Oh yeah, me too, me too.

And you just had a show last night in Connecticut?

Yep, Connecticut. It was New Haven, New Haven. I wish we got in late and I'm a big pizza guy.

So I was like, okay, you know, of course, like, of course I know, like, you know, New Haven's known for

their pizza.

And then, so we got in light.

I got from this pizza place.

Doesn't deserve me to say, doesn't deserve, like, any recognition because the pizza

sucked so bad from there, man.

It was so fucking bad.

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