Once you've wrapped up this podcast, how about trying a very British cult?

What happens if the person you trust with your future isn't what you think they are?

I did feel the whole time he was watching me Yeti.

I saw a footprint and that really gave me goosebumps.

Or people who knew me.

Emmy, I remember every secret, every lie.

I'm the only one who knows the truth.

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Welcome to episode 8 of At Home with Colomery and it's Stars Arsenal's greatest ever

number 8. For most of the 1990s he was a Highbury God the club's top score for six seasons in a row.

What really attracts me to this mega star, it has to be said, is that he properly

went through the ringer to achieve his dream.

He fought tooth and nail for every inch and from a very young age.

Despite his line of work these days in TV and radio we've never properly met

like never properly chatted but talking's never been a problem for ain right or for me

although as a wait for him to knock on my door I have to admit to a little

nerves I don't know why but like I have a gut feeling we're either gonna really connect or

completely misfire.

We shall see.

There he is.

There he is.

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