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Someone give me a phone.

Reach out and grabbed whoever's was right in front of me and took off running. They were recording. So the footage is me being like, help me. It's guys, it was fun. I took the only one I don't know the password too. I can do anything I put my mind too. No, I don't know if you feel this. I would be like, no, you do too. Okay, love. Wait.

At her past series,

watch girlies.

And you know what?

If I fail,

watch me get back up

and do it 10 times

about the next time around. I have like, no, you do too. Okay, love. Wait. That are Pricistairies, March Girlies.

And you know what?

If I fail, watch me get back up and do it ten times right the next time around. Sometimes I feel like the internet can be such a place of hot and cold. Being a creator and watching the algorithm, drama does so well. To me, I get so exhausted by it a little bit. I don't want to have to be doing something insane in order for it to reach new audience

versus being comfortable in my skin, comfortable where I am, loving the people who have already followed me, creating for the joy of it. It made me realize how cool people are that you don't know exist. There are people out there doing the coolest things you never see on the internet. You speak into existence the life that you want to create. Oh, I feel guilty and I'm not doing good enough and I'm not enough and no one thinks about this. Then like, that is the world that you're going to create for yourself. I even think I'm still working on that now on like speaking good over myself and over like the life that I'm living. I know you have loud thoughts. If only you could hear them. You probably can if you get close enough to me. Is that? Yeah. No, man. They're in and out because I have been needing some breathing grounding techniques this week.

But happy Wednesday. I'm so happy that you guys are here for another week. This episode I'm super

excited about because Anna Sitar is back on the podcast. She was one of our first guest

almost three years ago, which is

like so crazy that I've even known her that long. She's become such a dear friend of mine.

If you don't know who Anna is, she is a content creator, podcast host, and influencer best known

for her extremely positive storytelling driven content. And her brand really just stands out. I feel like

from a lot of other influencers because she's really rooted in intentional optimism, vulnerability,

and making everyday life feel meaningful. Anna is such a light in my life. And I feel like every time

I see her, I am so inspired to just live life and be creative and to take risk. She just has that energy about her that just draws you in and makes you want to be a better human. I can't wait for you guys to hear where she's at now. We compare in Lemon 7, her answers from three years ago to now. It's so special. And I also have a little surprise for her at the end of the episode. Guys, why am I already excited for Christmas? That just like made me feel very like. No, what are you saying that? I was like, wait. And is it almost October? Please say yes. No, I know. I've been like, I've been like stressing a little bit because it's like almost April. I feel like, oh, like normally I feel like the year goes by quick, but I don't know exactly what happened this year. Like I feel like I'm behind, but I have nothing. I'm not behind. This is like the epitome of I feel like my mental health right now. Okay, great. Yeah. I love it. Like I feel like I'm like so stressed that I'm like, I don't know where the time went. Like I finally, finally this is the first year and I feel like mag can attest this that I've like actually had downtime yeah and like that's it but it's made me feel so stagnant like there was like the first week of it I was like oh my god rest and now I'm like I'm like I'm so behind and everyone else is prevailing and I haven't done anything this year and I'm falling apart and I'm turning 29 and like what is my life and like I've always like the last two years I've like joked I'm like I'm an incubator years like my last years have been like my ideation years and so I felt like this year was like my year but then I look at April and I'm like have I missed the whole year Yeah. Am I a failure? I know. That's not real. It's the worst.

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