You know, back in the day, I would wake up at three in the morning, and the first thing I would listen to would be,

Be better have my money. And it was like all the swearing and the base and everything. And I would leave my house like a Tasmanian devil like to work.

I would be going a hundred miles an hour. One day, we were fighting really bad. Me and my wife were fighting really bad. You know, she was getting tired of just dealing with me.

I was very, very damaged.

We were about to split up, and I went downstairs, and it was dark in the living room.

It was about three in the morning.

And for the first time in my life, I was like, I'm going to get on my knees.

I'm going to see if this works. The young version of me, I would tell him to not listen to your mind because your mind reminds you of all the bad stuff and all the guilt and everything.

And your heart kind of tells you the truth all the time, even when it hurts.

Most people look at diet just like the food.

Everything you consume is your diet, whether it's music, stuff you watch, stuff

you read, stuff. I mean, everything you put into your body is your diet. It's not all about the

money and I always tell people, you know, not all money is good money. It's funny because back then I

used to say, don't let money change you. And now would I say let love change you?

I think everybody out there is going to find happiness in a different way.

In society right now with a lot of quote unquote experts that seem to think that they

have the answer for everyone.

Accountability means I'm willing to admit that I played a role.

Pain, but not just pain because I think we can turn into martyrs and we can be in pain and suffering

and look how much I can carry we talked about, like terminally unique.

Like, look how hard my situation is.

Your heart kind of tells you the truth all the time, even when it hurts.

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