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I'm still healing and things like this tend to make me so nervous.

Talking to you every day to see if it's worth it just for me to fuck this up on purpose.

You've come to me already whole and I'm not sure if I deserve it.

Am I that fucking broken that when things are too good, I think that somebody got to be joking.

Not that somebody must have been hoping and prayers finally got answered.

I sit in your face asking a million questions because I need reassurance and I hate to be left guessing.

I want you to choose me with no pressure.

Although I pushed you away with good effort.

As if it was my pleasure, I didn't think somebody you like you actually existed.

When I asked for better, I didn't know any better.

And I don't want to hurt you. I'd have feared that you might hurt me first.

I've had people destroy me and protecting myself is all I learned.

It's what I know. I'm still carrying baggage that I can't let go trying to pretend that everything is okay.

But my broken piece is still showing. I've held and fixed everybody else.

How crazy is it that I couldn't do the same for myself when I needed the most?

And you come along trying to figure out where my broken pieces go.

I want to come to you whole too.

I want to come to you with a full cup too.

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