I'm sick.

Boo, you whore. I've been sick for like two fucking weeks, bro. And it's getting me down. It's really getting me down. And it's not escalating into anything, but it's also not going away. It's just like this vague illness. And every morning I wake up with hope in my heart that it's gone. And then I immediately feel tired. And like, I thought it was allergies.

I'm new to allergies.

I've started getting allergies in the past like two years.

And it makes it really hard to tell the difference between whether or not you're sick or if you have allergies.

Because if you have a head cold, it's basically the same fucking thing.

Do you think that your allergies are like a move thing? Because I've just gotten

allergies for the first time in my life, but it's because I'm in London and the pollen's different.

And I have the same thing where I'm constantly gaslighting myself that I'm sick. But I've also,

it's actually just that I have allergies that are so new to be. Yeah, it might be a move thing. No, I think I started getting it in Toronto. I don't know, your body just, once again, second puberty, but like my body, just, the cells are all different. I don't recognize her anymore. She's, like, behaving so weird. But anyways, I think I'm, like, sick. Do you find that I'm having this experience right now where everyone I know is sick or has been getting sick and I've somehow evaded it?

But I've been sort of taking this shift in energy to really like lean into autumn.

Like the shift and energy of the sick people around you?

Well, everyone's sick.

So everyone's staying in.

Everyone's trying to do things that are more cozy no one's trying to exert

themselves in summer i have sometimes like an endless pit of energy i just never want to be home

i never want to stay in i'm always saying yes to everything and the minute it kind of became

officially autumn fall that changed like they did 180. And I think I was

sort of like letting everyone being six sort of helped me. I don't know, validate that to myself,

I suppose, because now I want to say no to everything. No, I'm super down to be a homebody.

I mean, now that I live alone, being a home body has a different connotation because you're like, oh, you're just alone. I mean, I'm super down to be a home body. I mean, now that I live alone, being a home body

has a different connotation because you're like, oh, you're just alone. My closet door just opened and it was actually Mooney going in, but I can't see her. No, you're not alone. As I said, alone. It's the ghost. Yeah, no, I'm not kidding. Um, it was so scary. No, like, I'm trying to go to the pumpkin patch and that's all I'm trying to go do. I don't want to drink. Is there like a actual

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