Hello, welcome to a welcome back to Transicare. If you're new here, my name is Ashley. And I hate to say this.

Guys, I really hate to say this, but I think I'm sick again. I was just sick. I was literally just sick.

The week leading up to Mother's Day, I miss Mother's Day because I was so sick. And that was, what,

less than a month ago? It seems like any time I go to big events or like if I'm consistent at the

gym, I get sick. And this past weekend, I went to Gov Ball in New York. And it was so good. I went

and I saw T. Payne. I saw role model. I saw Tyler the creator. It was great. But

unfortunately now, my throat hurts. So I'm trying to pull it together. I'm going to try and get through

today's episode. It's just like the longer I talk, the more my throat hurts. But that's life. I don't

know. Maybe I should go to a doctor.

But today's episode, it might be all over the place. I have an idea what I want to talk about,

but my mind is scrambled right now. So bear with me. I mentioned this in last week's episode or the

week before that my Saturn return just started. And if you don't know what that is, it's this thing

in astrology where Saturn returns to the same degree and sign that it was in when you were born.

And this usually happens between 26, 29. It's obviously different for everyone depending on when you

were born. But your saturn return

you're kind of forced to take a deeper look at yourself kind of look at your belief system your

values your behavior and you're just kind of confronted with like who am i who like literally

who am i do i like who i am are there things that i need I am? Are there things that I need to work on? Are there things that I need to change?

Who do I want to be? And I didn't know any of this. The only time I've ever heard of your sad in return was in a Casey Musgrave song and then an Ariana Grande song. I didn't know what it meant. I didn't know when mine was happening. And then like two weeks ago,

whenever it started, I was just really going through the ringer. I was so emotional. I was just

going through a lot and struggling really badly. And then a video popped up in my for you page and

they were like, if you were born during these dates, your Saturn return has started. And then I looked more into it and I was like, oh my God, so that's

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