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Guaranteed Human.

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I know a lot of people would think, oh, you're just upset that you got caught.

I truly feel like a disgusting person.

But knowing better, I allowed myself to get wrapped up in that and that I didn't stop it.

I should have.

I'm Andre Gunning, and this is betrayal.

Episode 5, Absolution.

After Jennifer met with the sexual assault victim, she was ready to take on the next step,

finding out more about the other

relationships Spencer had during their marriage.

From the very beginning, we talked about you potentially sitting down with the other women.

Why do you want to take that on?

When I first found out about these other women, I was enraged.

I mean, I was calling them every name in the book.

A few of these women I know.

Fast forward three years later, and I've learned so much about Spence.

You know, the last time I reached out to some of these women was days after Spence went to jail and I found out

I was not very nice at the time. I remember one woman, she has two teenage daughters,

and I told her, I hope you raise your daughters better than this.

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