All right, do you want to start off by reading your message?

Do you want to draw bono?

What's your pleasure?

I don't remember the message that I'd wrote to you. Do you want me to read it? Sure. Okay. Have you listened to Call & Show before? Know what issues would you like to talk about. Increasing buildup of hate towards society. self-hate based upon my access to all the right tools and

opportunities, but the self-sabotage is out of control. I am, I guess in my 40s, and a successful

business owner of decades with two divorces and four children. I show up for everyone but myself,

and my mind keeps going a direction of self-termination or making the front page. I consume eight hours a day during the week of audiobooks and podcast videos, etc. I have the

intention, but consistently fail to launch unless it's fathers. Does that seem familiar? I have

the right person, right? That is correct. All right. Well, tell me how you found me with that, having listened to calling shows before.

Well, I listened to a long time ago, I guess your first days of the internet, as you would say.

And I've just been hit and miss with different media, and I kind of get busy and find something interesting and go

that path and go that route and kind of run its course and start something and not complete it,

find something else, run for a couple miles, then get something flashy, going off in another direction kind of thing.

But somehow it just hasn't crossed my radar in a while. And it did recently. And I was like,

yeah, I haven't, I haven't been involved in anything you've done in a while. It seems crazy

to me that I haven't. How did you,

how did I pop back in your head? Was it a dream? Was I clothed? Just kidding. Sorry, go ahead.

Right. No, it, uh, it was on Rumble, actually. And I typically just look at stuff that I type in and

was interested in and kind of listened to that.

And as a suggestion, your name popped up.

Taft, I think it was someone had was speaking about you.

And I was like, oh yeah.

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