can we talk something else? can we talk about something else?

hello have there the following is a special release from the new dark topic

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here today let me know with a review or reach out on social media I plan on dropping

a gallows on the dark topic public feed every month if so dark topic gallows as the title

suggests includes gallows humor between myself and co-host Kent Chungus gallows is not

meant to replace dark topic this is just more and you can expect a lot more dt in general

moving forward in the beginning of this episode you'll hear a little uncut preamble between

Kent and myself to give you a feel for our dynamic before the episode starts okay I'm

with the show so we're good but that's that's a part of my problem in life too as I think

that I need to make friends with everybody I think it's a challenge yeah I'm the same

way yeah also hate the idea that somebody doesn't lock me mm-hmm same that's low self esteem

I think yeah some kind of issue people please are what they call that's what heaven calls

me all the time oh Courtney calls me that too yeah yeah it's a thing probably something

to do with some kind of childhood trauma but they get started with me in that trailer

well 16 year old I mean if you're willing to go those lengths to please somebody you'll

do anything for the rest of your life at that point of time I was a penis pleaser yeah at least

at least you assume so thank yeah it's way back in there somewhere yeah yeah I try not to think

about that stuff too much anyways I don't want to fucking even talk about it you know that was

the first thing man you started talking about it bearaboo when we met in person we literally you

got a cigarette I got a beer we sent the table so what about those molestations those really

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