I sent you a message that said that I can't listen to your call in shows without experiencing feelings of self-hatred and paralysis.

And I'm a father of two. I'm a husband. And I desperately want to do better. Please help.

Yes, yes. I read the message today and I'm happy to hear what you want to do better at.

Sure.

Well, I think that everything that you make, every show that I've listened to, especially

the calling shows, there's so much in there that

I can tell is great and would be great for me. But especially when it comes to practical things,

especially when it comes to things that I could actually do, I get those feelings. I get the self-hatred.

I get the paralysis.

I can get dizzy.

I can get an urge to drink alcohol, all kinds of things.

And I think that that's what I'd like to change.

I'm sweating right now, telling you that. Sure, sure. And how long have you been listening to what I'd like to change. I'm sweating right now, telling you that.

Sure, sure.

And how long have you been listening to what I do?

One year and nine months, roughly.

A year and nine months.

Okay.

How did you, I mean, I'm a little suppressed these days.

How did you find out about me?

I don't know. I have absolutely no memory. It's a miracle that I found you.

Okay, good, good. I'm just curious. Okay. And did you start listening to the call-in shows or something else?

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