because I couldn't make the phone call from my usual place just because of, I didn't want to be overheads.

Ah, okay.

And so I went across to the park, and this is just around the corner.

And it's going to, it's kind of, it's not very windy today, you know.

And you don't, you don't have a room of your own that you can speak from, or? Not right now, no, I don't. But I believe this is heaps better now. Okay. All right. So, yeah, if you want to let me know what's going on, I'll do my best to help. Yeah, thanks, Steph. and my apology to that.

Yeah, so in my brief, I mentioned that I'm, like, I'm 40, I'm 43 years old, and I've recently completed a kind of a process of self-discovery, I guess.

So Dr. Phil is like a popular American psychologist.

He has a book called Self-Matters.

And in that book, he, you know, looks into, he asked people, he asked the reader to look into their past, right,

and, and to see patterns in their past.

And, um, Jordan Pearson has a similar, um, there might be some incoming.

Jordan Peters has a similar procedure in his book, self-authoring.com, this is a self-authoring thing,

which you may, may not be familiar with. So, yeah, you're lookinging.com, this is self-authoring thing, which you may

not be familiar with.

So, yeah, you're looking into the past, right?

And so I've gone through that process, so I'm looking through, looking at my past.

And I guess I'm kind of having difficulty with finding a sense of purpose and designing a compelling future for myself.

I've kind of had some serious health issues for 25 years my entire adult life and only recently, about a year and a half ago, have those chronic,

have I been, like, have my pain levels reduced to a level where there's more career

options for me now?

And I'm feeling confused about, I don't know what like,

I'm feeling confused about, I'm having difficulty created a compelling future for myself

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