Okay, great. Nice to meet you. Look forward to the chat. And I'm all here. I guess your message was a little scant. If you want to just sort of tell me about what the issues are, we can take it from there.

Well, there's two things. Or as I said there, maybe it's one thing. I don't know.

The more immediate pressing thing for me,

which has been a problem for some time,

is I have been dealing with insomnia for a while now.

And I remember you talking about,

you mentioned a few times that you dealt with that and, you know,

medical interventions didn't seem to be working and you realized it was because you needed to rearrange your life, basically. Yeah, I mean, technically I didn't take any medical interventions,

but I didn't take sleeping pills or anything.

But, yeah, it certainly was true that I needed to sort out my life.

So go ahead.

And the other thing, which this makes me feel kind of foolish because I only kind of recognize this sometime in the past couple of years.

And I'm in my mid-40s.

But I realized recently that, like, my parents didn't really give me any advice, any instruction about so many things,

like, you know, how to make friends, you know, how to deal with girls, you know, how to, how you know,

build a career. And like I said, I'm, I'm in my mid-40s and like, when you're a little kid,

like, you don't have anyone to compare it to. So unless there's like obvious, obvious abuse, you're just like, I don't know, this is what families are.

And so I, and so, like, you know, looking back, I'm like, oh, that's what they're kind of supposed to do.

And I'm looking at, you know, I have kids and I want to do better, but I don't know how to

hand on what I didn't get, if that makes sense.

It does.

Just tell me what you mean by you don't have anything to compare it to, because, I mean,

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