I'm giggling like I didn't do something bad.

Oopsie.

Okay, this episode is gonna be real deep.

So, hold on to your britches.

I feel the title is correct.

I drank and I got a bag.

And I don't regret it because of what's transpired.

But we gotta talk about it.

We got to get into a lot of things. Change of scenery. I got to point out first, if you're watching this on YouTube, hey, France. I'm in Vegas right now. I'm at the cosmopolitan. They've been taking real good care of me. They gave me this giant room. And this ain't even like the half of it. I posted like a whole broom tour on TikTok if you want to see.

But I flew here to get out of the ice storm. room and this ain't even like the half of it i posted like a whole uh broom tour on ticot if you want to

see but i flew here to get out of the ice storm that was coming to dallas like there's three inches

of ice and a bunch of snow all this crap and the night before i came here is when i cracked and i

drank i was at like 96 days without anything. And the past like three weeks,

I've been having a lot of urges, like a lot of urges to drink and do cocaine bad. And I was fine

for so long. And then all of a sudden it like ramped up up and I was getting these really bad urges for it

and I was trying to work with the urges because like typically when you have an urge for something

it's a sign that you need relief I absolutely needed relief there was a lot of things going on

where I was just like feeling very fucked over by God I go through this cycle all the time

everything's just been compounding recently.

And I was like wanting it. I was just like, I just want to take the edge off for a night and just like, chill.

And the thing that like pushed me over to finally just say, fuck it, I'm doing it, is a lot of business things going on,

not good news for me with certain things, my own personal shit. And then I found out my dad is

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