and a one two and a one two three can we top

No ma'am. I don't need anything from public's. Thank you so much. I love you. And a one and a two and a one two can we talk about confidence

baby. She was a cow-winning, baby.

I think I'm singing that like the Kung-Fu fighting theme song and not how the song actually goes. But that's okay. We're not going to talk about it. Anyways hey was that TMI happy not Tuesday we were late today

Everyone welcome back what the fuck is up. I'm sorry we were late, but I'm gonna tell you why right now.

I actually recorded this yesterday in here

in the same exact outfit, we're not gonna talk about that.

And I was not okay.

I was like not mentally like sad.

I was just tired as fuck and here's why.

My sleep schedule has been absolutely fucked

and when I say fucked I don't just mean like a little messed up. I mean like I've literally been waking up at 1 p.m.

And then it's been causing me to be depressed. Like I've literally been waking up and I have like three hours of daylight and I'm just down bad and I'm like I wonder

fucking why maybe because I'm nocturnal and high basically I've been in

hyper nation so yesterday I recorded a podcast episode and I was editing it to put out and I was like that's just it's not going to work like I'm literally sitting there and I'm like damn nothing feels real right now like nothing fucking just every does anyone else feel like the world feels fake no it was just me because I had literally been nocturnal for the past week I think it has to do with me going out this past weekend

Normally I can go out and reboot in like a day or two and that just has been working for me recently.

I've had a really rough time going to bed at night.

Not sure why.

But you may be asking right now if you're watching on visual Sadie why are you standing up in the

kitchen of Tracy my trailer welcome back to her versus sitting down your cute little bed that you normally are in and that's because I pulled an all night or last night.

I did sleep for one hour so I'm not going to lie to you guys. I did, it wasn't a full all night or I did cheat a little bit. But I pulled an all nighter and I'm

fucking exhausted I just drank a whole cup of black ice coffee that I got from

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