Hi.

If you're watching on visual, look at how big this microphone is.

Look at my stomach rolls.

You guys think I have abs and I don't.

It's just those lines from those roles.

Anyways, hello everyone, welcome back to

Was that TMI, or we tell the truth, the whole truth,

nothing about the truth, not gonna lie,

I totally am fucking you in the eyes right now.

I don't know why I was looking so hard into the camera lens. I just recorded like 20 minutes of this episode and then literally started over because I don't know why I'm nervous. I think I'm actually scared and I wasn't making any sense and I started sweating through this sweatshirt next to me.

We just did a merch drop.

This was my favorite hoodie of the drop.

It says it's really not that deep.

And I kind of want this episode to revolve around that,

not the hoodie, but that's without saying because obviously by the title you can tell what I'm going to kind of talk about today

I'm not gonna cry I'm actually not but I don't want to fully just talk about that. I think something that's similar. I think what okay let's just fuck it when a breakup happens

You feel like you have to figure out the rest of your life as well and it just brings on all these feelings, emotions that are...

Oh, fuck, my grandparents are here. I just heard them get here. God, dog. They're going to come in here, I know it. I knew this would happen.

For those of you that are new here, my name is Sadie. I'm 20 years old. I live at home.

I just bought a trailer that sits in my parents yard. That's where I record these episodes and our grandparents are coming over for

dinner tonight and I don't want them to hear me.

Eh, fuck up. Okay, so when breakups happen you feel like you have to figure out the rest of your life maybe not maybe you're like Sadie that's actually only you and okay if that's the case sorry but I want to just make today about things I have learned the past two months going through this and give you guys advice

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